Many of you probably wouldn't guess Belle is my favourite Disney character. Yes, Hatter and Alice are still two of my favourites, but Belle is, and always will be my favourite and holds a very dear place in my heart.
The thing is, she's the one I feel most connected to as a person. I know she's a fictional character, but alot of people can have a strong connection with fictional characters, because they have a homely sense with them, as if, for some people including me, someone understands them. (I don't want any of you to take offence to to what I've said just now, all of you guys are fully awesome!)
We both share a complete love for books and we're both kind of outcasts. I've never met anyone around my town who is as good a friend as the ones I've made online and at expos, even at school, you guys stand out as some of my best friends, even maybe BETTER friends than the ones I see everyday. And recently I've been down and upset (for no reason at all, I don't know why) and watching the videos filmed by the likes of `bri-chan, ~SkeletonStockings, ~dreamer20k and the likes of other people has really made me alot happier, along with going to Expos, cosplaying and meeting new friends, all of whom I've become very close to within a year. It's hard to me to make friends at school, and sometimes I feel people don't value me like their other friends, and it makes me sad. I've cried about it on many occasions, feeling as if they don't truly like me (I know, I'm sounding selfish), and I also wonder if I'll ever have anyone to love. 3 years isn't a long time, I know, but I feel alone and many of the people at school have got or had a boyfriend since joining secondry school. Sometimes it bugs me.

I guess the beginning of my Happily Ever After hasn't happened yet.
But thank you, all of you, you mean so much to me. <3